Wednesday, June 29, 2005
"Fame is the scentless sunflower with gaudy crown of gold,
But friendship is the breathing of rose, with sweets in every fold"
Wow, this is absurd sia. Hahah. Suddenly i can steal people connection now, like how Farhan could at his grandmothers house. Heheh. So... FREE INTERNET!!!
Wadda???
Okok, i better continue to behave well, or else skali kena disconnected, hah. *bite fingernails hardly*
Yah, im still awake in the wee hours of morning. Settling my things and all shit. Write my FP 3rd week journal entry. Read my CS notes, "prepare" for tomorrow lah. YAYNESS. Tomorrow's wednesday!! Got language art!! The Strict but FUN lecturer. Wahahaha. But i kindda miss the peterpan fat lecturer(Whats her name?? Belinda?), i miss music...I want to make more music intruments...
Anyway, *waves hand excitedly in e air*
BJ Kadir's daughter is in the ECH course with us, but shes from some very far class from us.
*rolleyes* BIG DEAL.
Yar, my parents met BJ Kadir for the parents forum last Saturday at our school. Secondary school's form: Meet-the-parents-session. Wahahaha.
Oh anyways, wanna know what im listening to, now? Hahah. Jiwang(Yayat?? HORH???) malay, SUPER NICE songs. All thanks to Mira, eh no, i mean 'yaya' to pass this to me. All back to jiwang....jiwang... Bhumiband(ARGHS!), Peterpan(ARGHHHS), MIsha, Dayang, ok and all. I have not listen to my own language song for quite some time... So quite enjoying myself now..
Just now i meet my kiddoskiddies. Cute bummies. However, one of my favourite one, Akmal, he's starting to show his other side. He got so, *oh my god!!!* manje to me. But i cant, you know. I've got to be fair to everyone. Today also we got to conduct half of the class ALL BY OURSELF. Hahah, yah we cant handle them. At last some of them, i let them watch the television while to the others, i read them a story book!
POCKET, POCKET. WHATS IN MY POCKET?
Gosh. Im like so excited sia. They like it!!
Hanggok sia. (flashlight??? Horh?) Anyone know the meaning of hanggok, please kindly tell me please, okey.
Err...what else to say babesS?
Ohh! We are going to have our STB Reading and Dialogue Test, next week. Secondary school form: Oral reading.
Yar. And for the dialogue,im partner with LOON. Wahaha, he's cool lah. He sort of follow my 'slang'. After practicing, we have to meet another pair- Terrence and Shirlene. We had fun today. Haha here, Hoho there. Serious sia. First time i see the guys laugh so loud. Usually they'll just look at my face blankly when i try to joke around. Then i'll be like, 'i hate my class's guys. I prefer Sean and Nesh sia..' But now, not anymore... :))
Haiz.
School began to get tougher and tougher. I can feel the burden now. The stress. The presure. Dont think that ECH is chicken okey. Its as hard as any other courses.
Oh my god! *shriek* I jus realised that i have spend the whole bloody thirty minute writing this bloody post. Its 3 oclock now... So Mira sporty babe, you are not alone. =D
Ok baby-ies, have a great..night?? Yar.
super kawaii :D
Friday, June 24, 2005
"Fame is the scentless sunflower with gaudy crown of gold,
But friendship is the breathing of rose, with sweets in every fold"
Ello all my babies over there...
Yar, me at Mc D's yet, again. Fazzy...I saw the IMM Mc CUTE GUY... He kept on walking here and there...
Heheheh. *evil grins*
I had fun just now at my STB practical lesson. Its speech training basic by the way... All my friends say that my voice reading the "Wake up, little tiger" is like so cute. Heheh. Biase ahh... kate izzah kan...
Haiya... where is he sia...
Anyway u guys take care. Lop u to bits. Cant wait for e 4e3 reunion. *screams loudly*
super kawaii :D
Thursday, June 23, 2005
"Fame is the scentless sunflower with gaudy crown of gold,
But friendship is the breathing of rose, with sweets in every fold"
Ouch. It hurts okey. Is that your..
OH MY GOD!!!!!
Ouch. ouch. ouch.
super kawaii :D
"Fame is the scentless sunflower with gaudy crown of gold,
But friendship is the breathing of rose, with sweets in every fold"
Hadirmu di sisi bagaikan cahaya
Memancar terang ke sudut hatiku ini
Senyum tangis tawa mu
Bak irama dan lagu
Tersusun indah menjadi puisi syahdu
Sinaran matamu kilauan permata
Menyinar menerangi alam semesta
Kau kirimkan bahagia
Namun tak ku sangka
Semua ini sementara saja
Ariq
Namamu terukir di hatiku
Dikau pengubat rindu
Dikala hati sendu
Ariq
Kehadiranmu membawa makna
Tapi mengapa hanya seketika
Bagaimana nanti andainya kau pergi
Haruskah ku meratapi di dalam sepi
Aku diusung rindu
Hanya dalam lagu
Ingatan tulus suci kita bersamamu
Sejahteralah kau
Ariq
Kau pasti ku rindu
super kawaii :D
"Fame is the scentless sunflower with gaudy crown of gold,
But friendship is the breathing of rose, with sweets in every fold"
Haiz. Im feeling very
lovey dovey.
I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDSEY TO THE VERY LITTLE BITS. ALL.I cant imagine how would i survive without any of you. Missing you is like missing a part of my body parts. *Wadda??*
God bless all of you.
And IT lesson is still very boring laaaaa. Rite Laura?? Lol.
~~Love ma frens~~
Muaks muaks.
super kawaii :D
Tuesday, June 21, 2005
"Fame is the scentless sunflower with gaudy crown of gold,
But friendship is the breathing of rose, with sweets in every fold"
Yeah, last Sunday the "frinks" outing is cancelled. Theres no more frinks day out. Ever again. Everyones busy now. Everyone have their own life. Who cares about the frinks seriously, except for me. Like, whats the big deal about frinks rite?? Yeah i have got to move on too, stop thinking too much about my secondary school life and all that. Yeah i have got new friends too. But im sorry guys, im just like this, i like to treasure all my friendships. ALL, yes. Yes im a wierdo, say it. I dont care, i just like to love what i have had, thats all.
Yeah i feel quite hurt with how you have said to me. Yes, i know you are VERY STRAIGHT and everything. I know you too well and you know i knew that all the while. But as time pass by, sometimes you went over the line. I dont want to say it out cause i dont want us to fight. I hate fights. I have got feelings too you know. Yah i do. Although im always like, happy-go-lucky, can take all the jokes and sacarsm. You have to be a little sensitive abit more. Im a very lembek girl. With a more lembek heart. Very sensitive yar. But now im thinking. Its better to tell you rather than just keep it to my heart. Well, i'll tell you some other days.
Anyway we are okey now. Im happy, you are happy.
Haiz.
Ohh, i love and loved tuesdays. The kiddos make my day. And i belived i made their day too. I love them like woah. And i believe they love me equally too. Haiz. I want to bring them back home lar...... I want to have a kid now!!!!!!!!!!! They are so adorable, cute, cuter, cutest.
I still remember Hiswandie calling me, "Teacher, teacher, teacher, teacher..." in a oh- my- god so cute voice!!!!
Haiz. Hiswandie...Mardiah....Muhd....Syukri....Danish....Nicole....Adeline....Akmal(He got a brother. He kept on saying abt him...heheh). I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!!
Herk herk and im missing you guys sooo badly already, within this 7 hours only. I dont know how will i survive...to wait until next tuesday lar.
ANYWAY! You all take care. Bai. Lop u.
super kawaii :D
Saturday, June 18, 2005
"Fame is the scentless sunflower with gaudy crown of gold,
But friendship is the breathing of rose, with sweets in every fold"
Ya. Im using Mc D wireless internet again. At teban gardens road.
Haiz.
And yeah im finishing my purple paper Field Practicum assignment. Just to add in my research part. Then im done. The yeyness is overwhelming. Heheh.
Tomorrow's father's day. And i havent done a card for my dad. Bravo.
Ohh. And tomorrow's the complete frinks day out. CANT WAIT. *screams screams* I want to hug fazzy.
Theres a girl next to my table having her tution here. Cool rite?? I think shes having her O's this year. The tutor quite cute. HAHA.
Sin...tangent.....cosine....
heheheheh. totally awesome.
Blajar maths, dik??
*evil*
Okies babes. Lop u all muaksmuaks.
super kawaii :D
Friday, June 17, 2005
"Fame is the scentless sunflower with gaudy crown of gold,
But friendship is the breathing of rose, with sweets in every fold"
Im now at the Atrium with Amira the sporty babe. Heh. NP atrium is stupid lah okey.... they put on disguisting loud chinese music. So irritating sia.
Anyway, yes today i have no lesson. But i still come to school anyway to finish up my assignment. While eating some combos and time out chocolattes. YUMMY. Yah today theres army force booth outside our school library. Hehehee. They are so stupid lah. Some of them wear some huge googles eh no, masks, some of them colour their face to ugly comuo green. I cant stop laughing. Neither can Mira. Then suddenly one of them aproached me, like trying to give me something. Half heartedly, i looked at him. HE WAS ACTUALLY TRYING TO GIVE ME KIT KAT CHOCOLATE!! Heheh. Ape lagi, i straight away grab it lah. Wahahah. Then sporty was like, "You really like small kid like that you know..."
Haha. Shut up sporty.
Oh ya. Saw Izzat today. And saw him again, with Khairul.
Okey, i better stop my 'break' now and continue with my assignment and research and all shit.
K bai babies. Lop u freaks.
super kawaii :D
Thursday, June 16, 2005
"Fame is the scentless sunflower with gaudy crown of gold,
But friendship is the breathing of rose, with sweets in every fold"
Oh my gawd. Somebody help me.
This IT lesson is so boring like hell sia. The boredom is really killing me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I feel so
TIRED
LETHARGIC
BORED
SLEEPY
SICK
This monotonous IT teacher is really stranggling me sia.
super kawaii :D
Wednesday, June 15, 2005
"Fame is the scentless sunflower with gaudy crown of gold,
But friendship is the breathing of rose, with sweets in every fold"
I spend $10.90 to school today.
BRAVO.
super kawaii :D
Monday, June 13, 2005
"Fame is the scentless sunflower with gaudy crown of gold,
But friendship is the breathing of rose, with sweets in every fold"
Yes ONCE AGAIN, im at the PADAPAPAPA Mc D.
HAHA.
Trying to sort out and settling all shit and stuff.
*Sigh*
School is fun. School is stress. School is tiring.
OH YA! This Friday i got no class, so in another words no school lah. So anybody kind enough to skip school and like slack around with me or something? Like go shopping or just slack. Get what i mean? Heh.
YEY!!! I just remembered that its Tuesday tomorrow, which means, my Field Practical day!!!! Im gonna meet my little darlings again. And i cant wait.
Haiz.....Im actually feeling so lovey dovey right now. Like i can actually kiss any kids who walk pass me at any moment.
I want my own little brother or sister. But my parents are like too old so it will never happen. They are not gonna have sex anymore you know.
So?
Yes i want my own child. I want my child to remain as a toddler. And i want to play and cuddle and kiss and everything to her..or him. Every second.
AND I WANT HIM NOW!!!
Ok i know i suond real stupid.
Ok i better stop typing this stupid shit lah. Before some people come and rape me or what. Eiiii....touch wood siak.
WAT NONSENCE AM I WRITING?????
l
ANYWAY! Im looking forward for this sunday. The complete frinks outing. Like me.....Faz.....Mirah.....Yayat.....Zul..... I cant wait. And i hope Zul will not end up bubbling us again like for the Big Walk case and all. OK ZUL.
Alright darlings, lop u all like crazy hell. Good luck in school and all shit. K BAI.
padapapapapapa. im loving it.
super kawaii :D
Saturday, June 11, 2005
"Fame is the scentless sunflower with gaudy crown of gold,
But friendship is the breathing of rose, with sweets in every fold"
*Smack my forehead continuously* Ok. I really need to update now.
Im now at Mc Donald again. Faz have just left five minutes ago.
I MISS HER! I MISS THE FRINKS. I MISS SYAMILAH. OKEY, EVERYONE.
I miss everyone, serious.
*Sigh*
Anyway, i want to say that im starting to feel some of the poly stress now. Like, my assignments are starting to get piled up cos i keep on take my time to do them. Like what Serina said last time was absolutely true.
Time is money.
Everyone around me
Oh ya! Have i talked about my attachment at my Jurong West Childcare centre??? Have i?? Have i??
Okey absolutely not. Sorry, i know im getting lamer and lamer. Sorry for being lame, but i cant help it.
ANYWAY!
Ok. My attachment. It was fantastic. It was fabulous. It was the best. It was the bom. It was a blast. And the list goes on lah.
The kids were like bloody hell adorable and some were quite mischievious and i love them to the very little bits. And the kids also love me. They loike me okey. Especially the malay boys. Hahah.
The most touching time is when i have to leave them and go to school. They were like, "Where you going, teacher??? Why you must go now??" "Come back tomorrow okey?"
Im like, AWWWWW KIDS, I DONT WANA LEAVE YOU LAH!!!!! Seriously, i feel like bringing all of them back home.
Then the malay boys kissed my hand. Like, really kiss okey. Like i can feel their saliva on my hands after that. Hehe. So cute right them....
I caught one of them singing 'Tipah tertipu" Wahahahahaha, so cute. Im like...what....???
Cant wait for my next field practical lah.
*Sigh*
Oh my god. Sitting at this Mc D for too long ah, really can bring you to heart attack sia. Like, suddenly
PADAPAPAPA. Im loving it.
So loud siak. Hahaha.
So.......what else is there to say? AH! My new friends. They are cool. No longer the quiet of them. We are all noisy now. They now can laugh so loudly, some even louder then us. And scarier. Some were showing to much of their real side, the sucky part and all. But i still love them. Anyway, we are going to see each other face for the next 3 years. Oh ya! And our STB idol, Amira. She's cool. She's so sporty okey. *Chuckle* Sporty. She's the one who asked me to make sure that i will write a long entry today. Hahaha.
super kawaii :D
Sunday, June 05, 2005
"Fame is the scentless sunflower with gaudy crown of gold,
But friendship is the breathing of rose, with sweets in every fold"
Once again, im at Mc Donald, taking advantage of their free wireless internet.
Wahahahahahaha!!!!!!!!!!
Have a nice weekend everyone. Lop u all to bits. K bai.
super kawaii :D
Friday, June 03, 2005
"Fame is the scentless sunflower with gaudy crown of gold,
But friendship is the breathing of rose, with sweets in every fold"
Idiot blogger server.
Yesterday i type very long update during my IT lesson and, nothing were published now. Really sia...
Hahaha. Anyway, right now, im at the internet cafe, smiling to myself from just now. No im not crazy or theres a cute guy near by or whatever BUT. Hahaha. Im way too early today for my lesson. Its suppose to start at 9 am but instead, i came 1 hour earlier. BAHAHAHAHA. Wadda hell right... Just now i even squeeze myself in the crowded 154 bus, im at the stairs of the bus, with the sign NO STANDING ON STEPS clearly next to me. So ironic. At first i feel like giving up and get down of the bus and wait for the next one. But i was like, "Nevermind izzah, endure, ENDUREEE."
Endure my head lah. Now im too early and have to wait for the others. But its not to bad afterall, i got the chance to update my blog at least.
The most malu part is when i get down from the bus and i see none of my friends were there, i began to panic, because as usual i dont know where to go for the lecture. I saw this familar face from far. I know shes from ECH. She smiled at me. And then i went up to her.
"You from ECH right? Where's our lecture theater suppose to be eh?"
Then she say ah, "38, the one that you have to go up the hill that one."
Then i was like, "Can i follow you guys? Cos i dont know the place ah. Not sure."
Then they were like, "Err, we have to go for our first lesson first, tau. Whats ur first lesson?"
THEN I WAS LIKE, "What? Our lecture is not your first lesson?"
And i took out my time table.
Then they say, "There, its starts at 9, why you come so early?"
Im startled. I just smiled at them. ARGHHH.... Malu nye.... Yes i say it out loud to them. Not in my heart. Then they were like, smiling back at me.
Oh my gawd. This is terrible sia.
Hahah. Oh ya, i've got my aerobics yesterday. We learnt kick boxing. Its, FUNNY. Im funny, according to all my friends behind who saw my actions. They say im kaku, or stiff. Hahahah. I know. Thats why, mirah, again, I cannot join tarian. BAHAHAHA.
Sigh.
My body is aching all over. All because of the stupid huge laptop that we are suppose to carry or "pikul" almost everyday. *rolleyes* Stupid school.
Oh yah. Today is the MSS hi-tea cum "sports fiesta" i dont know what. Cant wait to see all my camp mates and Facis again. Geeeee... Wheeeee... Oooooolalalala.
HORH. No link sia.
Okoklah. I gtg now. Mirah reach here already. So, IM NOT LONELY!!!! hahahahaha
K bai.
super kawaii :D
